Today 9/11/2009

Today
9/11/2009

Somedays

I still think of you
but Sadly now
Not on every one

Somedays

There are moments when
I break myself
And realize
Again

I’ve lost you

I realize
I’m growing old
And withering
Frightened
And
Alone

Somedays

I swirl into uncertainty
And can’t remember how to breathe
And then somehow
I find the way
To take a breath
And stumble slowly
Sadly
Through my day

My heart so hollow
My soul so lost

Somedays

I miss you so and think of you
Though no longer every day
But when I do
I wish so much

That you were here

To be with me

And hold my hand

And help me through

Today